~Passion Of A Dancer~

~3OT RPresenting Comp~

2010-01-09T07:23:00.001-08:00

Well done 3OT for winning the 3rd placing during RPresenting 3 comp held at Republic Polytechnic juz nw!! i am so proud to be in 3OT... It was my 1st comp that i had wif dem juz nw and im very satisfied with wad we had achieved coz its a very good beginning in which cud say as starting a new yr, 2010 wif a great achievement... Seriously... we made a total comeback... Even the judges says this... "So far u guys are the 1st grp that have guys that are very sexy"... omg!!! i was like totally speechless but wadever... its still a good comment... It was quite a miracle bcoz the nite b4 the comp...Fhunkie Stylerz, 3OT n oso Freakcase are like practicing tgt at the same place at W5... and it was oso a shocking news dat Freakcase won 1st for their H2O Comp and Fhunkie Stylerz won 2nd with 3OT won 3rd for RPresenting to da Fullest 3.... wad a miracle... wad i wanna say to all 3OT is dat... its onli a beginning n we must be too high about ourselves... we need to focus more and improve to be better... and thank you to abg isaac who have always been there coaching us and kak ct, hakim and especially wan hu is like a MR UNSTOPPABLE... Winning both H2O n RP comp straight... im proud to be in 3OT... loves...

2009-12-21T23:46:00.000-08:00

If u wanna see how i tok like a Bitch... here is how BITCHY i can be!!! OMG!!! im seriously am so fucking pissed off wif this gurl... Cibai!!!! wads wrong wif u?? Did i hurt ur feelings or give u any problems dat makes u so randomly stupid to be telling my bestfren about my personal life... i entrusted u not to tell anyone bout it but there u go telling him about me like nobody's business!!! Kol urself like a sister to me or wadsoever... i dont give a shit bout dat animore ok!!!! WADEVER!!! From now on... to those hu noe bout this gurl dat im referring to... plz plz plz!!!! do not ever tell any of ur secrets to her coz u wudnt want anything to u like how it happens to me!!! Seriously... Stop ur nonsense and thanks for stabbing me at the back!!!

~Reflection Day~

2009-12-12T08:27:00.000-08:00

Today can be so called as my reflection day uh... coz... alot of things that i've done today reminds me of the past... About my previous crew, Voluptuous... My old me... haizzz... juz felt down abit if to be thinking back bout this... its kinda waste of tyme actually but if i were to think properly... the time and the friendship that we have made as a group was kinda sweet one... but... AHHH!!! quit the MUSHY parts... haha!!! ok LOL.COM... hehe!!!! word of the day... given by WAN... ok guys... to all 3OT... come on guys... 3 more weeks to finish up the routine... and prepare for the next comp on 9th of JANUARY!!! FLASHBACK!!!!

~My Last OAC Training~

2009-12-11T08:38:00.000-08:00

Today was my last training wif my dearest OAC... juz wanna let u guys noe dat actually... i had a bit of misunderstanding wif my dearest Imran regarding the activity dat i planned out earlier but everything seems fine after compromising wif him... the activity ran out smoothly as plan... And again it was a successful event... haiizz!!! our last training that we took... I felt heavy in letting down my post coz its been a complete 2 yrs in ITE Simei... and in OAC... doing job tgt as the co-member of the club... it was a hard tyme controlling u members but we managed it truout... dealing wif mr fadil... fighting for the best of the best and also the most important thing... the happiiness of the members... thats th achievement...

Wif the help of the batch'08 in bringing up a toppled club and wif us regaining bck the standard... it might not be up to Jay's or Magic standard but wad we had brought up is the sense of belonging wif one another... U can say physical is the most important key to have a strong club but to me... BONDING n SENSE OF BELONGING is the KEY to a STRONG N CONCRETE club...

Now my job as an Assistant Chief Instructor have come to an end... all im hoping is that for the future co-members... plz try ur best to maintain the standard that we had brought up wif our sweat and time.... do not let it go to waste... good luck to all of u in ur future events and hope u guys take my words...

Sighning out wif precious love...

Ewan A.K.A. A'an...

~My Day~

2009-12-07T07:13:00.000-08:00

Today have been quite a boring n dry-est day... i donnoe y but i felt so empty today... its so odd to be seeing me going home at such an early timing and me doing assignments... haha!!! but yar... atleast something got go inside my head for today...

Tmr's plan of gg out on a date to watch Twilight: New Moon is cancelled coz she cnt make it... so yar... i donnoe wad to do wif the tix actually... its either i sell it to someone or give it to someone or watch alone or worse THROW!!!

Ohk to 3OT... please save up to at least 80 - 90 bucks for the crew shoe aite... the picture is up der bebeh!!!

So in the 3OT wishlist for this month will be:

1) Crew Shoe

2) Crew Shirt

3) Crew Badge (Have ordy)

Cant wait to have them all...

~My Aim~

2009-12-04T19:23:00.000-08:00

Hmmm... Alot of things have been happening and im now in my normal mode... been suffering quite a stressful 2 months back... haizzz... but im fine now... with new aim in life... being who i wanna be... juz hoping to achieve my aim... ACtually juz wanna tell u guys that im in love... haha!!! but there've been lots of competition around... not onli me that loves her but there's more... heh!!! Sometimes i felt like alien to this relationship world coz its been quite a long tyme i've been single and hoping to regain back my way of handling things in my relationship... To who it may concerns... i dont care if mira told u bout it but plz favour i don wan u to feel awkward towards me... treat me the way u treat me like always kay...

Things that i love bout her:

- She is very kecoh

- She is sweet and caring

- Very clumsy but cute

Things that i hate bout her:

- LATENESS... but im trying my very best to change her ok... ;)

ok to wrap things up... i juz wanna wish myself goodluck in achieving my dream and oso yar not to forget... Good luck to my abg2 n kakak2 Fhunkie for the comp and bring back the trophy.... Hope u guys win the comp and to 3OT... Good luck on the Intensive Dance Training... Get prepared to get some muscle aching aite... Im lovin it!!!

~3OT~

2009-10-17T20:33:00.000-07:00

Its been a very challenging, tiring and yet a fun experience dancing together wif my beloved 3OTians... Last friday was my 1st practice wif 3OT and yar... alot of things happen from the moment i step into RP and end my way back home... We had a confession talk in the beginning and practice for the music video that we are gonna make for the next day which was yesterday... haha!!! i was shocked actually cause i managed to grab their steps fast... hehe!!! during our break... we celebrated kak z's bdae together and she was sabo-ed... cake was spread all over her face and everyone seems to be running around... so me n Totot n Syafiq ran towards the toilet where we saw kak ct oso... so the 4 of us hide inside toilet for like alomost 20 mins.. haha!!! kecoh giler eh... still gt tyme to take picture inside the handicapped toilet...

Wen we are out... everything was back to normal... carried on practice for a few times and off we go... HOME!!! During dat poin of tyme i was quite stress bout wad to wear for the next day coz Abg Isaac wants 2 sets of shirts... 1st set was colourful n 2nd set was totally black... my head was blank bcoz dat thursday i juz had a performance n i wore black n white shirt... and i have a limited black shirts at home so yar... but its ok... managed to get back home and washed my shirts... lucky its dry thanks to Syafiq for telling me to spin my shirt after washing it... haha!!!

Lets move on to the Saturday's part... I woke up early in the morning at 5.20 lidat and bathe and packed my stuff for the shoot... i went to mit Totot 1st at her house nye bustop... actually the plan was i take the bus 30 from bedok n she will take the bus wen it reaches her bustop... but ended up i need to get down n fetch her... lucky ur my cuzzin tot... kalo tk aku dah jotos kpale hang.. haha!!! dis Totot is a very forgetfull person... she had everything packed but ended up forget to bring the stuff... let me list out the things that she forget:

1) She intend to bring her laptop but... nvr bring

2) She intend to straighten her hair but she was late so... nvr straighten it up

3) She tot dat her watch dropped somewhere coz her bag wasnt zipped, but... it was in her shoebag...

4) She tot she nvr bring her shades but.. it was in her bag...

See how forgetful she is... haha!!! so we took bus 30 to harbourfront but ended up we need to get down at tanjong pagar due to bus breakdown... BODOH nyer bus.. haha!!!

Skip to the videoshoot... for the 1st tyme of my life i did a make up for somebody... haha!!! but it was nice... Kane was my lab rat... i put eye shadows for him and it was meletop.. haha!!! Booms..we did alot of scenes and yar wif irritating BANGLA all over us... especially wen we were at one point where there is this BANGLA juz walked infront of us like nothing happen... toking on the phone and like oblivious to the surrounding... at that moment was we were doing our recording... wad de hell... mcm nak campak je my shoe yg berat tu... haha!!! sepak muker dier jadi putih nnti...

kesian kimmy... had a overheat on our last scene... but he overcame it tho... yay!!! after the video shooting n stuff we went for our wonderful refreshing bathe at Palawan beach... wah mcm heaven like dat... so booms... after out bathe we head back to sentosa express to lepak there... Thank you Kak CT for the chicken and yar... all i can say is... i make lots of frens at 3OT...

I love u guys and yar... stay together always kay...

oh yar luper pasal our cameraman... kesian dier... must layan kerena kiter... kat sentosa express dier trus gone... zzzz... haha!!! btw he gt this cute face... ngan gigi dier mcm tuh... haha!!! no offense... hehe!!!

~3OT~

2009-10-11T08:52:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday i went for my audition for 3OT at Republic Polytechnic wif Azmi n syafiq... we got lost actually searching for the place... but yar finally kiter jumpe jugak!!! wen we reach there was totally nobody waiting for the audition except for me, azmi, syafiq, hakeem, wan, yani n kak siti... gosh!!! i was like kinda nervous bcoz we tot onli me n syafiq was the onli person auditioning... but slowly one by one came after another... we get to noe this sweet girl coincidently schooling at ITE Simei... namer dier IKA!!! heh!!! she was quite shy and not dat talkative... but nvm...

I began the audition wif a song and a choreo of my own and after dat given to choreography by kak siti... the 1st one was quite ok for me but the 2nd one was kinda confusing... cock up abit but yar... so nervous...

for wad i noe... me n Syafiq made it thru and joined 3OT... but kesian IKA tk dpt join kiter... but tkpe IKA... join my grp in school kay... masih bley dance jugak!!! haha!!! tu je lah i wanna update.. IM SO EXCITED!!!

~18th Birthday Celebration~

2009-09-30T22:17:00.000-07:00

30th September is the day where i celebrate my most important day of my life which is my birthday... i have Sri, Putra, Andy, Azmi, Ari & Constance to celebrate the day wif me... We went to watch FAME at Vivo GV at 6.45pm slot and i want to suggest to all music lovers be it dancers or musicians or actor or wadsoever...go watch this show...

My rating for the show will be 4.5/5.0

After the show we went for a smoke outside Vivo and off to have our late dinner at LJS... the Manager of that LJS seriously wanna get a smack on the back... not pat on the back but SMACK!!! i wonder how the hell is he chosen to become the manager oso i donnoe... Serve the customer like Ahbeng... Tok like as if we cannot hear... must shout u noe... i donnoe y... do stuff like chasing after something... so kan chiong... but i noe its closing lah but at least serve us in a well proper manner but nvm... i give face.. haha!!!

After we had our dinner... we went to the area near to the harbour to "LEPAK"... but ended up being blindfolded and cakes splat on my face... but wadever it is i had fun last nite...

Me, Azmi n Sri went to Bedok Macdonald to lepak der for awhile... wen i was smoking alone suddenly i felt so down thinking bout my love... Alot of things juz keep questioning in my head

My bad side says this:

"why u nvr attend??? Cannot make it is not an excuse... hw cud u nt mit me at the very important moment of my life..."

My good side says this:

"I understand y u cnt make it on the day... its ok... there is always a belated celebration..."

I was like automatically down at that point of time... Sri asked me wads wrong but i juz cannot let it out... wen i was about to sleep that nite... den i broke down for awhile thinking bout this matter...

To my love:

Its okay that u cannot make it down... i understand that u r tired and stuff... i really appreciate ur bdae wish that u gave me... what i wanna tell u is that...i will always love you...

~Selamat Hari Raya~

2009-09-23T19:50:00.000-07:00

Dah lamer i tk update my blog ni... haha!!! I wanna take dis opportunity to apologise to my frens, families, teachers, dancers, band mates and to whoever it may concerns me and dat person..

"SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, WAN NAK MINTA MAAF KALO WAN ADER TERKASAR BAHASA ATAU TERGURIS HATI SESIAPE KAT LUAR SANER TUH AND I HOPE THAT SEGALE MAKAN MINUM SEMUANYA DIHALALKAN AND TO MY DANCERS... EWAN SENTIASE LOVE U ALL AND DUNCH WRY... TILL WE MIT AGAIN ON THE 26TH SEPT 09 FOR THE PIT... TO MY BELOVED FRENS... I MEAN BEST FRENS LIKE NAZRI, IZWAN, YAYEEN N NAZIRA... WAN NAK MINTA MAAF KALO DAH LAMER TK CONTACT ATAU DAH LAMER TK MIT UP... BUT JUZ REMEMBER DAT U GUYS ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART... ALWAYS BE MY BESTIE KAY... TO MY CHILDHOOD FREN, HAZWAN... LAMER BTUL KITER TK SPEND TYME TOGETHER... INSYALLAH AKU AKAN JEJAK UMAH KO DIS YR... DAH LAMER TK JUMPE UR NENEK... HAHA!!! AND TO MUMMY BELLE... HAPPIIEE BDAE TO U... SRY DAT I NVR VISIT U WEN U R SICK AND I SERIOUSLY APOLOGISE FOR DAT... HOPE U TAKE CARE OF URSELF N TILL WE MIT ONE DAY... FINALLY... TO MY BLOG READERS... I OSO WANNA SAY A VERY VERY VERY BIG SORRY KALO DAH LAMER I TK UPDATE MY BLOG KAY..."

sElAmAt hArI rAyA aIdIlFiTrI

mAaF zAhIr & bAtIn

~Teachers

2009-08-31T08:35:00.001-07:00

~Promise~

2009-07-31T08:08:00.000-07:00

Ended my dance audition for the Inter School Competition in school juz nw and we took a few pictures before sending Aliff home and juz to break the boring atmosphere saje!!

My dear Fareez was sick juz now... kesian dier...

To Fareez... Better take care of urself kay... n plz do not go to school until u feel much better and yar... take plenty of water and REST!!!! jgn degil... aku sepak ko nnti COMA baru tawu!!!

It seems like today doesnt overcome my yesterday's boredom... didn't met up wif didi juz nw... haizzz... Didi wasnt in a good mood... Had a shitty day at work and so i went dinner wif my other frens.... Wasn't in the expected mood actually coz i was abit down... Tot it was meant to be a promise... but nvm... i dont wanna wreck things up with didi... Better not spill the oil over the fire... its ok lah.... try to maintain myself down... but still im abit sad... haiizzz!!!

~Dry~

2009-07-30T06:50:00.000-07:00

Today seems to be a very dry day... like tkde life gitu... Lesson was not surprisingly interesting & Juz now dance oso no mood den i end early... tk kuase gurl... and kat OAC rm pun mendak!!! Ya allah!! boring nyer nari...den tmr plak audition for the inter school comp... tu pun tk tawu jadi ke tk??? haiizzz... wad a life...

Hope tmr will be a brand new day away from boredom... huh!! and tmr will be my day miting didi!!! wee~...

~Previous Events~

2009-07-28T06:52:00.000-07:00

Recently i juz went for my OAC BBQ Pit being organised by my dearest members... *Thumbs Up* for them... 1st tyme OAC held a bbq pit and all i can say is that it was a successfull one... haha!!! So proud of them... U guys deserved to be credited... Well done once again... 4 the pictures??? juz look at my facebook... ader banyak!!! hehe... Baby Fadil... i ordy edited ur picture... so here i put at my blog!!! SUKER KAO??? kalo tk suker aku tk tawu nak ckp aper??? hehe... Kononyer abg sachok uh tuh!!! pegi dah!!! jking sajer!!!

okay!!! about today!!! like normal... gt dance prac in skool wif ari, khai and our newest member... HIDAYAH!!!! woohoo!!! gerek pe... tk lamer lagi ramai lah SRC... hehe!!! me and ari finally made up our mind to join the dance explosion comp at TAMP... so training will be like often and yar... its my 1st comp and so i wanna give my best shot!!!

~Accomplishment~

2009-07-24T08:32:00.000-07:00

Yes uh!!! Balak aku lagi satu dah selesai... 2nd audition went tru wif a much better comments by the judges... woohoo!!! haha!!! excited nyer... juz hoping that the results are worth hearing and hope we get tru for teachers' day...

Now inside my mind was joining the Dance Xplosion Comp at Tampines during the November period... so bored n i need something to cover up for my boredness!!! hehe!!!

I donnoe whether i wanna ask Voluptuous to join this comp coz its kind of a big event and i don think they are ready for this... neverthe less... we can compromise wif each other yaw!!!

ok lah!!! thats it for today!!! i'll be posting some pictures or maybe videos of the audition soon... gosh!!! my blog is getting dull... shud i get a new skin..??? but im too lazy for that!!! haha!!!

~2nd Audition~

2009-07-23T07:45:00.000-07:00

Tmr is my 2nd audition for the Teachers' Day performance... its a win win situation whereby we are competiting with other performers like the danvers, singer n bla bla bla!!! wadever... What i wanna say is GOOD LUCK TO STRICTLY REMIX CREW for tmr n for my

dear lil bro, Khai!!!

Tolong lah jgn stress sangat pasal ko nyer performance on saturday tu... kalo aku jadi ko aku dah decline aje diorang nyer invitation ... coz if they invite u last minute... y not trying to paitao last minute... good idea rite!!! hehe!!!

~Pass~

2009-07-18T05:38:00.000-07:00

Hi der ppl... sry for not blogging these days... been bz wif my dance prac... 1st audition for Teachers' Day juz passed n now for the 2nd audition... god... competing wif fresh elements for a slot is damn difficult okay!!! but wadever it is... i believe in my dance mates... Kam Pa Tei!!!

2nd Audition needs to include songs from the old hollywood pop songs... No idea bout any songs... ppl wif ideas plz tag on my blog... i really need it urgently... thank you n toodles... Muackkzzz!!!

~Mt.Stong, Kelantan Expedition~

2009-07-04T23:19:00.000-07:00

Phew!!! Im finally home after a long journey hiking up Mt. Song at Kelantan... Goodness!!! that place was beautiful... There is the place where i can feel the touch of true nature man... It was very tiring hiking up the mountain but nevertheless... the waterfall was the one that cud ease the tiredness and stress of the hike... woohoo!!! i gt my picture uploaded in my facebook... its too many to be uploaded here... so kindly proceed to my facebook to see... The link is below...thank you!!!

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/album.php?aid=122963&id=701711520&ref=mf

~An Event Im Looking Forward To~

2009-06-26T06:11:00.000-07:00

Yes!!!... The day that i've been waiting for is juz around the corner...

In 2 days time... I'll be off to Kelantan to climb the Mt. Stong... yay!!!

Juz wanna tell u guys that tmr will be a very bz day for me coz its my NIECE's 1st Birthday Party... How lucky can she be... at the age of one ordy gt party... last tyme wen my time... my 1st bdae party was wen my age was 4 ok!!! how irritating... after the party... i'll be leaving my house at around 7pm for my "PRE-CAMP"... hehe!!! and actually i need to go to Kabeer's and Baby Hairi's Bdae pit at pasir ris... But... Im sorry guys i cudnt make it... not enuff time... =((

On Sunday will be the day that i'll be leaving my family and frens and Singapore of coz...

To those hu miss me... plz miss me more okay... especially that special someone that i wanna mit... I'm reallly looking forward in meeting u wen i come back to Singapore...

Miss u n Hugsss!!!!

~Sad News~

2009-06-19T09:04:00.001-07:00

Why must it be nw??? slowly one after another people is leaving me... friends & families... goodness gracious... To those quitting in ETP & to those already quit... plz don forget us... I hate this part whereby all my friends whom i juz get to noe leave me... i'm not trying to be sentimental or wad but seriously... I'm hurt... I noe they quit becoz of their own individual reasons but to me... its juz too early...

Haven't get the chance to spend loads of quality time

wif them... How i wish there is no such thing as the word LEAVING & QUITTING...

I'm juz so sad today...

About my dear friend Yu Bing... I hope u rest in peace in the other world and ur

memories will always remain wif us forever...

And to my Alumnies... I'm sorry i cudn't make it for the wake tmr... Send my regards to the rest please... Thank you!

~Sundown Marathon~

2009-06-02T04:53:00.000-07:00

Juz wanna update my blog about the sundown marathon that i've gone thru the last Saturday till Sunday!!! We accomplish 15 hrs of CIP points... wow!!! isnt that great... alot of things happened at there!!! My OAC was separated into 2 groups... 1 group took care of the baggages and the other group was in-charge of the refreshments... i took care of the refreshments...

Can say that my group was the most "KECOH" ones... but the work that we've done was the most tiring... Try to imagine... we need to carry 4000 tins of 100 PLUS drink juz for onli 1 marathon??? there was a total of 3 different types of marathon!!! 1st was the 10KM run followed by the 42KM run and lastly the 84KM run!!!

Very Very tiring...

I like this part... the part where we came out wif a mission to cope the items there... Total we managed to grab all of the stuff there... n i mean... every single ones... Juz name it.... The finisher ADIDAS 42KM and the 84KM shirt, Medal, ADIDAS Visor, 100+ drink, Mineral water, The ADIDAS staff shirt... EVERYTHING!!! wahahah!!!! Thank you ADIDAS for the sponsorship... I LIKE!!! Those hu finished the run then can receive the shirt... we??? no need!!! juz take it and go!!! hehe!!! here are some of the pictures taken... Cudnt managed to take the picture of the next day whereby all of the ppl goes hey wire and slept... wif eyebags... haha!!! all bcoz my phone was flat... here u go...

Ella!

Nisa!

Eza!

Fadil!

This picture is cute

My group

All da boyz

All Da Gurlz

Candid!

Caught on picture... trying to steal... But its damn obvious!!!

Painted Windows!

Illegal gambling!

Something unique wif this picture...

Anybody wanna adopt this kids???

~Back to School~

2009-05-26T07:18:00.000-07:00

Another day in school... still thinking too much of my problems... But good thing is my mum has begun to speak fluently.. SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH!!! good for her oso lah and hope her legs can recover quickly... so that she can go out wif the family... I really hope for my family to have dinner at Seoul Garden... I've been wanting that... But it never happen... haizzz!!!

After school went to Teh Tarik at Tamp to eat wif Fadil, Imran, Nisa, Aqhari, Ashiq, Samir & Iqbal... After dat went back to school again n lepak while waiting for my dance fren to come n dance together... we took some pictures coz we're bored... n a video... of this 2 ppl... try to guess who okay!!!

Dance was ok lah... Tiring but the steps... Pheww!!! I like... hehe!!! hope to dance again this Thursday!!! Btw... I can do split ordy... *CLAPS*

~Bad Month~

2009-05-25T02:22:00.000-07:00

What a month... This month is the most bad luck month ever sia... wth... Mum get admitted to the hospital bcoz of stroke last Tuesday... Grandmum juz passed away today and what more is there to come again... Gosh!!! I am seriously in a stress mode now!!! Try to think about it... From now on i need to be back home by 6 latest 7 to take care of my mum... wif lots of events and plannings need to be made for OAC... Sundown Marathon just around the corner, Trip to Mount Stong oso... Goodness Gracious... How??? My family juz don understand my situation... I am holding the 2nd most biggest responsibility in OAC and i must always be there for all of them... be it the co-members or the members itself... I am so confused now... Why is all of this happening to me at the very moment where i want to graduate soon... is this an obstacle that i need to go tru in my life or isit juz a test of my patience??? haizzz!!! hoping that my family cud understand my situation that i am in now... finishing up my deadlines... rushing for time... gosh!!! Juz hope my bro can read my blog and how i wish he cud understand my freaking stressfull situation im in rite nw... I've been not myself lately... tend to daydream most of the tyme... dance pun mcm tkde mood... been blur during my OAC training wen i'm the one finalising the occurance... I am so confused!!!

~Dare To Dance~

2009-05-23T06:50:00.000-07:00

Just to let all of u noe dat i'll be joining the Dare To Dance competition at ITE College East wif Ari J from the Strictly Confidential Crew, Aishah From Phat Inc. & Fadz from Limited Ed. The date of the comp is on the 30th July 09... Hope that we could collaborate wif each other well and we can overcome this together... wahh!! tk sabar nyer.... Its been awhile since i last perform for any dance occasion... wee~...

Yesterday after OAC training we went to Simpang Bedok to have our late dinner... but before that my dearest ZUL needs to be sent home urgently coz he was sick... And i really mean SICK!!! Hope he is doing well and feeling better now...

Guess what i ate at Simpang Bedok... I ask for Bandung Gajah & Dry Kway Teow extra noodle... wow!!! Seriously toking uh!!! Onli god noes how hungry i was back den!!! hehe!!! Bloated sah my stomach!!! After that we went Samir house to taunt for awhile and after that we make cookies... we started at around 2+ i guess... after that by 4 or 5+... everyone was gone... SLEEPING!!! except for FADIL... he is one owl.... been doing the work alone while we were sleeping... I felt so bad not helping him but sorry... wen i sleep... i cnt wake up dat easily... hahahahaha!!!!

I took over Fadil at 7+ and let him rest while me, Samir n Hadri did the rest of the cookies... till around 1+...
Me n Fadil went back to school for a meeting wif the Batch 08* Co-Member... we carried the cookies around and its like as if im selling them like dat!!! so embarrassing... HOW CUD U LET UR C.I N UR A.C.I TO DO THIS KIND OF JOB...??? haha!!! both of us was like lost because of the tiredness of yesterday till we tok rubbish along the way to school... but that was like 1 hour later... hehe!!!

~Back To The Future~

2009-05-21T05:38:00.000-07:00

Wow... been some days i haven't update my dear blog... hehe... well u see the picture at the top... Welcome back to Gopeng... haha!!! went to Tanjong Pagar juz nw n saw this sign... i didnt expect singapore to have a street name Gopeng St. haha!!! Its been 3 days my mum being admitted in the hospital... and its hard for me also in the sense of balancing between time and school and family and wadsoever more that is concern... i'm abit stress with the trip and i really2 hope all the Jan Intake ppl can go... Especially my dearest Zul, Din, Samir and many more lah... Tmr i wont be home till the next evening coz i'll be doing cookie at Samir's house... wee~~ and the next morning i'll go visit my mum for awhile n den off to school for meeting... gosh... u see... how am i supposed to manage my time wen almost every hour im occupied... STRESS NYE!!! Update more soon aite... so be my regular blog reader... thank you!!!

~2.5%~

2009-05-19T06:34:00.000-07:00

I guess i need to rely on this 2.5% chance in order to proceed...

To Fadil: I'm not going to let go of this 2.5% chance that im given... u may say dat

95% cannot get it and another 5% can be divided into 2... 2.5% god's will & another 2.5%

luck... I'm not going to take the luck but i'm going to take the GOD'S WILL!!!

But still I need to do something and i cannot juz rely on prayers...

I'll prove u wrong!!

To Iza: I'll make sure i'll be the missing key that u already dropped it at the

longkang... I will not give up... I will win ur heart someday...

~Future???~

2009-05-14T06:25:00.000-07:00

This picture... That gurl behind me is Iza... She is the most caring, sincere and a lovable

type of person that i noe... I really wanna thank her for always being there for me

eventhough she noes the truth about me (*But that was before*)... I guess ur prayers have made me change and open up my heart to what i am suppose to be

and i thank you for that.... How i wish there cud be another couple in my

batch of co-members... hehe!!!

~Hot News~

2009-05-11T07:54:00.000-07:00

The time that all of you has been waiting for... Its here... The answer

to the question... "Is Nisa & Imran Together???"

All i can say is...

THEY ARE OFFICIALLY ATTACHED WITH EACH OTHER!!!

12/05/09

CONGRATULATION!!! (*Claps wif my pom pom*)

Another couple is born in OAC... hahax!!! Onli god noes how excited i am for them...

Hope this lovebirds last long in their relationship n i hope that Nisa won't disturb

my Fadil animore... wahahaha!!! You're attached now MONTEL... AHHH!!!

CUTENYER korang!!!

Wanna see the reaction of our fellow members upon hearing this???

*scroll down*

SHOCKED TO THE MAX!!!!

~Tonyek Strikes Back~

2009-05-09T06:58:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since a girl touches my "adeq" omg!!! Aqilah!!! im gonna stab u on ur heart... strike it down... Pull out ur heart and squeeze it till it explode... Omg maruah aku tergadai sah... hehe... nolah im actually juz exagerating je... i wont do aniting to her... she is my darling sis siah!!! don be angry n worry aite... i wont even touch u... hehe!!! *sounds like a stalker sia*

Juz nw I had my usual Co-Member Training wif Ahnaf n Magic n Shak!!! Seriously toking... the training was a hell one... train from the upper body... goes down to the stomach to train the abs... n finally down to the leg... The new power leg training was miserably painful but nvm... i can still withstand it... gosh my badan is growing more n more sapao!! haha... I like!!! ok lah... Mt Stong Trip is juz around the corner... Must train hard!!!! wish me luck ppl!!!

Muacks!!

~Time Flies~

2009-05-07T04:25:00.000-07:00

Ok!!! where should i begin... Lets tok about today 1st... Btw today is Graduation day

for Shiqa n Fadillah n of coz Nenen n Ajiz n Fareed n etc... but i onli managed to

grab Shiqa n Fadillah's picture... omg Shiqa is like forever hot... Whereas for mak... cuddly,

smart and neat always... Gosh!!! how fast time flies... in a blink of an eye... Poof u guys graduated... Gonna miss u ppl...

Picture of Shiqa & Mak!! opps!! Fadillah!!

Career Guaranteed!!

Honestly speaking... Shiqa looks chubby in this pic... *kuangkuang*

Opening up a new topic... Juz wanna show u guys the previous picture that i took...

Look at Fadil... He is wearing Shak's dress and for Azizah...

She is wearing my boxers... omg!!! wad is happening to this world...

hehe... this thing onli happens sometimes... especially wen they are bored...

This pic was taken juz nw before heading back home at the
interchange... Look at murni's nose... wahaha!!! i pinch her nose till u can see
a red mark... Pheww!!! MELEKAT!!

Okayy!!! now lets tok about yesterday's training... what i can say is that... The

training was a REAL one... The REAL means a very tough one... The Co-Members

train wif Jay, Mag, Magic & Shak!! What did we do??? let me list it out...

1) 4km jog - 40+ minutes

2) Exercise using the medicine ball - 3 sets each person

3) Doing Push-Ups - 1 minute... 3 times after interval of

30 seconds for 3 sets...

Total we did 9 minutes of push ups

some sit ups...

All i can say is... GOODNESS GRACIOUS IM STILL ALIVE!!!

Now i'm having muscle aches and difficulties in taking off my own shirt.. hehe!!!

~Life of Mine~

2009-05-04T07:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was our 1st monthsary and also the day where we go our

separate ways... Im so sorry but seriously i cannot continue with the

life that im in before... its juz not the way im supposed to be...

But nonetheless... everything was settled in a "kinda" good way lah... we ain't in

a fight or something... All i can say is I hope u can lead ur life on ur own n hope

u can move on and live ur life to the fullest... gonna miss u...

After i met baby dino yesterday... Me, Ernie, Kabeer, Hidayah, Syai, Hairi, Hui Li & Azura lepak

at Pasir Ris Park... Coz hairi, azura n hui li planned to go for a jog at the park whereby

the rest of us playing TANGKAP NYAMUK while waiting

for them to finish their jog... play3 till nite...

Went to makan at Tenderbest after the jog and thats the part

where we took lots and lots of picture

hehe!!! gerek3... and after dat off... HOME SWEET HOME!!

About today juz a normal day for me... LECTURE early in the morning with the

temperature taking that kept on bustling throughout the place...

the most irritating part... Go in school the security asked for my lanyard...

Go out school ALSO asked for my lanyard and worst still...

COMING BACK IN TO SCHOOL IN WHICH I JUZ ONLI STEPPED OUT

STILL NEED TO SHOW MY LANYARD!!! how irritating can this security be!!!

goodness gracious... wadever!!!

Btw wanna thanks iza for repairing my bracelet... thanks!!!

it really means alot to me!!! Thanks again!!!

My Chief Instructor is getting more n more cuter

as days goes by... hehe!!! with his short hair!!! GOD!!!

I've been punked by the Cafe 2 aunty... bread with hole...

I think the aunty hungry n take a bite before

handing it over to me i guess!!!

Cool... Iza do for me...!!!

I drew this tulip on Yayeen's hand due to boredom...

(*Inside Lecture Theatre*)

Slacking during Break...

Zul...

Hairi.. a.k.a Baby Monster

Azura...

Syai...

Hidaya... a.k.a Mak Tam

Muker dier je taw!!!

Woi!!! ko nak crack kan lense camera aku ke???

The picture at the bottom right hand corner like ikan buntal!!!

Hui Li...

Ni pun lagi satu... wahaha!!!

Hidaya... muker maintain... jgn steam...

Alalala!!! cutenyer....

Ni lagi... muker mintak kene penampar nabi...

nak step muker kesian je... hehe!!! jking je!!!

Sisters.... i guess???

~tk boleh make it~

Ni tngk ape... camera aku ok lah!!! lol!

At the park... taking a break after playing TANGKAP NYAMUK

~Tomorrow~

2009-05-02T05:03:00.000-07:00

Tmr will be the day where changes to my life need to be made...

I'm so sorry once again if i hurt any of ur feelings before this

and i wanna thank you for taking care of me through this 1 month...

I really2 appreciate it alot... Hope that u wont ignore me if u were to see

me outside and may we still keep in contact and be friends till the end...

~...Baby Dino...~

~Pictures Edited~

2009-05-01T07:44:00.001-07:00

Before After

~Meeting With The Seniors~

2009-05-01T05:53:00.000-07:00

Airport is the location that i went to juz nw... We discuss about the trip

and some other stuffs lah... i got nothing to say

actually juz wanna update my blog with something... hehe!!! Here are some

of the pictures taken during

the meeting...

Nisa's face will forever be in my pictures... Argh!!!

Fadil plastic smile... hee!! jking onli...

U want love??? Nah!! AMEK KAU!!!

Chun's melting smile!!!

This one oso... she kept on taking pictures on my phone...

Lucky enuff it doesnt crack the camera lense...

Ya Allah!! Ko lagi....

Muker Iza cramp sakk!!!

Almost the same... still cramp...

Mat Rep baru mau MAJU!!!

This was what we ate juz nw...

Listening attentively to jay but look at ahnaf n magic...

still gt tyme for camera shots!!!

For OAC... SMILE!!!

@ airport Terminal 3

There u go... the final 5 LOSERS!!! hehe!!!

ok... guys so juz wait kay... tmr i send to u the edited

pictures of urself... hehe!!! see u guys tmr Co-Members!!!

~Mt. Stong~

2009-04-30T06:43:00.000-07:00

Today is a very great day for me... I like alot coz everything that i've been thinking about all this while goes on very smoothly.... u wanna noe wad is it??? MT. STONG... yay!!! we are gg to Mt. Stong tgt OAC... i ordy noe the dates but im not gonna tell u guys till further instructions... hehe... omg im lovin' it... btw i wanna buy the OAC shirt that has been design by my beloved CUTEY, BOTAK, MAU & BLUR... hehe... *Pandai2 lah korang pikir tu saper*... hehe!!! by next week kay i pass u guys the money!!! wahh!!! aniwaes tmr meeting my dancers at 11 and off to go meet my fellow "CLIENTS"... hehe... (*Bobal macam nak bukak business*)... Meeting the super seniors tmr... hope to see u guys at airport... Make sure full attendance... expected... And juz nw some of us lepak after the meeting wif cikgu till night... OMG!!! im still so excited for the trip... like wad ella always says... *clap wif my pom pom* hehe!!! here are some of the pictures taken juz nw and the day before...

E-wan's Angels... Background - OAC Memoirs

Firman's eyebrow.... i trim it for him... wahaha!!!

Rambut stoppitt sakkk!

Ni pon lagi satu!!! Mater kene telan...

Beloved Love-ables...

Big Lips!!!

Big Eye!!!

Amboi Marissa... suker ko pelok scandal aku eh... hehe!!! wadever... he's urs!!! wahah!!!

EhEh!!! lagi skali!!! Zul!!! I NAK BREAK!!! wahahah!!!

Me & Munnie!!!

Me & Aqilah!!!

Marissa!!! Salah pose... supposed to show muker Stepping!!! but she's blur!!! haha

Ewah!!! Tido sbelah2 lagi!!! dis tyme officially... BREAK UP!!! hehe!!!

POP ART!!! COLOUR2!!!

MAIN ATTRACTION!!! HOT NEWS YG MELETOP-LETOP!!!

IMRAN & NISA???

QUESTION THAT HAS BEEN LINGERRING AROUND US...

IS NISA & IMRAN TOGETHER???

FIND OUT WHEN THE TIME COMES... HAHAHA!!!!

~Im Sorry Baby~

2009-04-28T05:30:00.000-07:00

Michelle Williams - The Greatest Lyrics

Thought I was standin’ tallI thought I’ve seen it all

But, baby, I was wrong

‘Cuz you’re the greatest

I walked a thousand miles

But nothing is what I found

Until you came around

‘Cuz you’re the greatest

Searched high and low for love just

To find out that it was here all long

And unknowing what I wanted

I should have been chasing you

And I was reachin’ for the stars

But didn’t have to look so far

‘Cuz love’s where you are

But I didn’t have a clue

And now I realize

That the stars are in your eyes

‘Cuz you always shine

Baby, you’re the greatest

Thought everything had changed

Until the day you came

And took away the pain

Baby, you’re the greatest

I always wore a frown

I never used to smile

Until you showed me how

Baby, you’re the greatest

Searched high and low for love just

To find out that it was here all long

And unknowing what I wanted

I should have been chasing you

And I was reachin’ for the stars

But didn’t have to look so far

‘Cuz love’s where you are

But I didn’t have a clue

And now I realize

That the stars are in your eyes

‘Cuz you always shine

Baby, you’re the greatest

Reachin’ for the stars then I bumped into you

And I cannot believe that I was searchin’ for so long

Ooh baby, baby, I’m so taken

And all that I need is to wake up in your arms

And I was reachin’ for the stars

But didn’t have to look so far

‘Cuz love’s where you are

But I didn’t have a clue

And now I realize

That the stars are in your eyes

‘Cuz you always shine

Baby, you’re the greatest

This song has been dedicated to me by my beloved baby... I noe this really hurts but i really want u to noe that u will always be in my heart and i wont forget you... This is not the end... like i said... If u r in need of a shoulder to cry on or even want to go out wif me wen we are outside... by all means... its fine wif me... Plz don't do anything stupid and let ur emotions control ur mind...

And yar... Ayiz... juz to let u noe that i've got something for u... Hope u like it...

~Doubts~

2009-04-27T07:18:00.000-07:00

Im having doubts about this relationship im in... i have no idea wad it is but i had a great feeling that it wont turn out nice... im seriously sry dear if u r reading this but i juz cant explain to u about how i feel rite now... There are certain things that i've been reflecting myself about yesterday and today... Been thinking about u all day but something seems to be missing...

Sry again if there has been time constraints about us meeting together... onli weekends on sundays that we can mit... I juz don feel good sometimes if i were to think back... Maybe this relationship is too sudden or maybe its my fault for not spending time with you that much or maybe its juz not the way it was meant to be... I donnoe whether u understand wad i wrote but hope u'll understand one day... Tc dear and drink plenty of water to prevent dehydration aite... tc!!!

~Ups & Down~

2009-04-26T05:13:00.000-07:00

I believe dat problems always occur in a relationship and this problem can sometimes be a big thing or a small thing... So i guess to me, problems is just parts and parcel of life in which the onli answer to it is solutions... I believe that i have manage my impulsivity alot and thanks to that friend of mine for reminding me almost all the tyme... In life we musn't take things for granted and if it were to be happening.... i guess thats not where im categorized under...

Btw... y am i toking about all this stuff...??? hehe... nah!!! juz wanna make my blog looks "BERISI" abit... like so bored n no pics... haven been taking lots of picture lately but except wif my baby dino.. hehe!!!! So sorry to u if i were to speak about juz nw... was abit down too... i felt so bad suddenly but wadever it is... drop the topic n bear in mind that i don want IT animore... let today be the last 1... im sorry...

Hope u don't mind dear... and if u wanna pierce... hehe!!! BY ALL MEANS... *green light tickling*...

~Its been Awhile~

2009-04-23T07:27:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since i last posted my entry... juz wanna tell u guys dat i've been gg home late everyday.... juz wanna stay outside n enjoy my life with my loved ones... Nw im alone without my lover... Baby dino is away n i can weekends is the onli time i can mit tgt ... sry dear if i cnt mit u often... I miss u alot if u wanna noe.... oh yar btw i've changed my blogskin n i hope u guys love it and do tag me if u want to... hugz n kisses to all my readers... MUAX!!!

~Gopeng & Tawn Session~

2009-04-11T07:16:00.000-07:00

Phew!!! juz came back from Gopeng, Perak... wow that place was beautiful n im in love with it... to be honest i gt alot to say about dat place but im kinda tired n lethargic nw... wanna upload pictures oso i donnoe how coz i gt a hundred of them... maybe i'll link it to a url for all of u to see it soon lah kay... before the camp i went to tawn wit my fellow oac boys... they are so cute lah... very the manje... i love all of dem... they have been like my younger brothers... throughout the camp with this batch of ppl... i finally truly understand the meaning of love towards others... i believe in this... if u love that someone... that someone will sure to be in love with you too...

after the camp oso i gt 2 days of tawn session... hehe!!! both with my baby dino... we drank on the last day of tawn n i was damn tired coz i kept on sleeping n sleeping... hehe!!! sry dear... btw i love u n i miss u... see u tmr kay if u r free...

~Officially Attached~

2009-04-03T08:20:00.000-07:00

IM CURRENTLY ATTACHED TO BABY DINO... U WANNA NOE HU?? ITS FOR ME TO NOE N FOR U TO FIND OUT!!!

~New Friends~

2009-04-02T08:22:00.000-07:00

Made new friends today... Fadz from L.E. n met Ayiz for the second tyme... hehe!!!

To aishah if u r reading this... dont be sad kay... jantan macam tu ko tinggalkan sudah... like i said!!! u need both hands to clap in a relationship n now u r the onli one clapping... its the same concept as the building up relationship... like wad Ayiz said... Dont be sad gurl... I'm always here if u need a shoulder to cry on... See u guys soon tmr aite... *wink to Ayiz*

~ SYF Central Judging & Lepak Session ~

2009-04-01T08:00:00.000-07:00

French Hornist-in-Disguise

Early in the morning i woke up to meet my beloved band mates to go n watch my ex-sec sch perform for their SYF... felt abit nervous for them n oso its the 1st tyme i see them performing n im the audience... wahh!!! honestly they did well n the sound improve alot... Altho they get bronze award... i guess its a bronze with honours... well done BTMB... don be sad2 ok... i'll come back to give u guys PT someday if im free... wahaha!!! i noe u like!!! bluek!!! make sure u guys tell the teacher who is about to announce to the school tmr about the result to the school n make sure he/she say this..."Bedok Town Military Band achieved the Bronze award for the 17th time... Give a round of applause to the band for sustaining that award..." who in this world can sustain this type of award straight... if in bowling... its 17 strikes in a row!!! wow!!!

Lovablezzz

Famished... Hungry!!!!

Place ur bet ppl... *ILLEGAL GATHERING IN ACTION*

Fellow French Hornist

After dat went back to ITE SIMEI to attend a briefing on Gopeng and key in my PSEA account... yay!!! gt a new Gopeng Shirt... yay!!! excited nyer... countdown... 5 more days to Gopeng... hehe!! here i come....

After the briefing went to the street soccer to accompany my members all play soccer... my baby botak gt leg cramps lah... my new bro dat join in the club, Samir gt metal objects in his leg lah... Iza my first aider wasnt there juz nw so it was me hu settle everything... haiizzz... leceh uh korang!!! after dat went to MacD to buy dinner and makan behind starbucks at tamp... wad a place... here's the picture dat i took... Enjoy!!!

Quad-Rep-Letz... wahahah!!!
*Me n Im almost the same*

Aqilah's face juz nvr change a bit???

~New HP~

2009-03-30T06:55:00.000-07:00

TOK TO MY HAND COZ MY FACE DON WANNA TOK TO YA!!

Finally i gt myself a new handphone... Samsung... ok lah... love the features especially the camera... wahh!!! im loving it lahh!!! took lots of picture juz nw... went back to school to clean up the OAC rm... the rm was damn messy n dirty due to the camp... hehe... like kandang babi kat dlm... hehe!!! really2 miss busyuk so much... but nvm... i'm trying to occupy my time to the fullest so dat i wont miss --- dat much!!! i can cry nt meeting ---... hehe!!! to my close frens... u noe hu... aniwaes... here are the pics dat i've been taking since juz nw!!! wahaha!!! enjoy!!!

Dazing at i donnoe hu???

Maybe this picture and the one on top is connected???

Puzzle of a female shrek eating... wahaha!!! *no offense*

My beloved Ho Chun Hsien Yazid

How horrible their face is wen taken CANDID!!!

Stuffs dat we ate juz nw!!!

Black & White... my fav pic so far... verie nice... i lyke!!!

Mum & Daughter... Fellow Secretariat!!!

~Camp-ing-out~

2009-03-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

Phew!!! finally im home... very very very tired and im hungry... its been 5 days straight i live without any rice... wad i ate was maggi, oat cereal, tuna, crackers, glucose drink n biscuits.... im losing weight alot... god... i miss u laa sey... sad dat i cnt msg u at all due to my low ppd... haiizzz!!! hope to mit... i seriously wanna see ur face.... im like craving for u... wahhh!!!! im having eye bags.... shit!!! horrible face... but nvm... i'll have my face back to normal in no time...

I got alot to say but i donnoe where to start but nvm... i lazy to update nw coz im deadly tired... battery da flat!!! need to be charged.... i'll tok about my camp some other days... but wadever it is... do wait for my upcoming post... hehe!!!

cheer up n smile always...

miss u busyuk!!!!

~TaWn~

2009-03-21T09:10:00.000-07:00

I've been bz nowadays with my dance and work... Until i don't even have the time to spend time with my fellow OAC Members... i miss u all so much lah n i seriously apologize if i cannot make it for most of the meetings n trainings... Camp is juz around the corner... GOD!!! I'm left with onli 2 days left... YA ALLAH!!! aku baru prasan... haiizzz... but tkpe... as long as im happiiee... everything will go on smoothly... insyaallah!!!

Yesterday gt dance as usual... After the dance went to bath at downtown east and my dear HAKIM accompany me all the way until my dearest MUHAMMAD FAIRUZ BIN ABDUL WAHAB reached at elias CC at 1130++pm... wow!!! star karat btul... hehe!!! but tkpe... as long as u come... im happiiee...

At the rooftop of the CC... very spacious!!! I LIKE!!!

VOLUPTUOUS!! Smile divaz!!!

Went to downtown east to accompany him eat supper at MacD... hehe... u noe wad he ate??? let me emphasize dis... its SUPPER ok!!! he ate a MacSpicy meal and a double cheeseburger extra... u imagine ppl eating dat much early in the morning... hahax... cute lah dier... kesian lapar... heh!!

Went to lepak at Pasir Ris Park wit him n there we saw AISHAH n her MR LOVERBOI>>> IDRIS!!!! hehe... Fai tot of lepaking till 4.30 but ended up sleeping till 6 in the morning... after dat went to grab a coffee at MacD to freshen up... he drank but i'm the one who gets drunk... dis is wad happened if i nvr get enuff sleep... he sent me home and he also went back home...

Met with him again but this time tgt with his family... Its family day wad... come on!!! went to the D'Marquee to see the lucky draw but luck is not on our side... HANYUT!!! Went to wild wild wet to enjoy the family day... but ok lah... we berendam skejap je sey... due to lightning activity... all needs to be stopped!! arghh... but nvm...

Had a great day lah as a total... Fai... btw ur mum is the most funniest lah... U say she is the director of the GOSSIP Girls.. hehe... critic no. 1... yeah had fun with u today... =))

Ate at BK after visiting WWW...

Snapshotz!!

All of my frens I/Cs, Ez Link Card, License Card and wadever other cards lah!!

~Voluptuous~

2009-03-18T09:07:00.000-07:00

Today was a very VeRy VERY tiring day... like omg laa... isshh!!! working den dance... tk ke giler tu namernyer.... but ok lah... i still manage it... still deciding to go for the comp... i think we had the dancesteps but not the energy yet... synchronisation

needs to be improved n yar... more ppl joining... happiiee nyer...

Can't wait to see LIAH n TASHA!!! kene ko tasha... aku kejekan ko nyer catwalk.... haha!!

nah... main main je!!! See u guys again TOMORROW!!! hehe...

~Dance Rehearsals~

2009-03-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

Gosh!! today the dance rehearsal is the craziest one lah... we learn alot of steps and not so many sexy moves like wad i expected lah but ok lah... more vogue... i like!!! hehe!! so yar... VOLUPTUOUS... im left with onli 6 days to rehearse with u guys b4 the competition... god!!! bt nevertheless... hope Aishah can join the comp to!!! hoping u nvr back out the very last minute... hope not!!! almost the whole song we get it... juz need to remix another song into the Remixed song dat we've done and skedushhhh we are done!!! Keep on going VOLUPTUOUS... love u ppl!!! n i miss my baby busyuk... hope to mit u on FRIDAY!!!

~Broke Down To Tears~

2009-03-16T19:49:00.000-07:00

Went to school early in the morning to attend the briefing about my Overseas Attachment Programme... I gt to go to SHANGHAI, CHINA!!! wahh!!! cool kape... tapi accomodation sucks to the core lah... we are staying in a hostel... damn!! so the back to basic!!! hehe... After dat met Fadil and accompany him to buy his bermudas & Bag!!! so nice lah the bag... Limited Edition somemore... Met Fai after that to catch DRAGONBALL EVOLUTION together...

To u my dear... i apologize for all the wrong things dat i've done..

i am sincerely from the bottom of my heart apologizing about my mistakes...

but whatever it is... its settle so dont provoke the topic again...

i hate this part...

btw i love u... weee~~

~About Yesterday~

2009-03-14T04:05:00.000-07:00

Btw bout yesterday... i was abit down and so i have no mood to post... sry peeps... but yar... for your info... I'm SELECTED to go overseas for my attachment... About the country... i think shud be either china or vietnam??? further details will be told by this monday... my attachment is during the JUNE HOLIDAYS... haizzz!!! u see nw!!! January Intake Camp is cming in 2 weeks time, Overseas trip to Gopeng,Perak will be in a month time and my dance competition will be on the 11th of April which is right after my Gopeng trip.... i'll be dead by then... with practices to do... wahh!!! Fazuan ko giler sah.... But nevermind... as long as the person who i love is always by my side n giving me support... everything will be juz fine!!! And for Voluptuous... train hard... its our very 1st comp... don't disappoint aishah yaw...!!!

~Friday the 13th~

2009-03-13T08:03:00.000-07:00

Maafkanlah aku sayang,
Janganlah engkau berdiam saja
Fikiranku tidak senang,
Perasaanku sebak di dada...
Wahai kasih ku,
Aku kesal dengan perbuatanku,
Maafkanlah kesalahanku ini,
Ku berjanji tidak berulang lagi...

Make this part of my own song... just for u... but i wonder wad can i do to amend my mistakes... I'm seriously very sorry... i noe i started all dis... can we end it the way like we used to... just drop it... wif ur silence its killing me!!! plz...

~Oac Meeting~

2009-03-11T21:39:00.000-07:00

Went back to school for a meeting with the advisors n my Com-member... Someone face was black when saw me inside the room but or wadever... i dont give a damn about it... as long as i dance... im stress-free!!! woohoo... Fadilah n Syak was there... took their picture to put inside the blog today... ntg to do... forgot to take aqhari n aziz face... hehe!! nvm... maybe next tyme!!!

Me,Iza,Chun

Syak is floating and chun is blurring... hehe!!

Beloved Seniors... Yg kat kanan tu bonda ku!! hehe... *claps*

~Lonely day~

2009-03-10T07:00:00.000-07:00

Went to Boonlay just nw to mit Juju n Marsila for dance practice at 2+ lidat... i guess... hehe!! dance n dance... i don't believe dat actually i can choreo... hehe!! all the steps juz seems to be familiar... chey!! Diva humble here... After dance tot of eating at JP wit him but yar... he cannot make it coz he's tired... nvm den... i understand... took a picture of this small dress... got the word DIVA on it... haha!!! Fadil... juz for u!! n saw this shop called Vogue... this is so u lah Fadil!!! hehe... Went to Eastpoint after dat... tot of meeting my cuzzin n his frens but yar... tk jadi... So wen i reached there... i eat all by myself... walk around like i have no sense of direction lah... damn... went back at arnd 9+... gosh its so boring!!! haizzz.... Aniwae... here is the photo dat i took...

Tot of putting ur gambar yg candid but tkpe lah... I tknk my blog kene flag!!! hehe

Fadil... This is so u lah!!!

& yg ni plak untuk "Diva Viva La Voom"

~Last Day Of School~

2009-03-09T05:40:00.001-07:00

Once again i'd like to emphasize this to all readers... please uh... If u think u don't like the way i blog n update my post... u can jollywell GET LOST n out of my blog... U r not welcome at all... I have the freedom of speech so be it if i were to tok about others or even upload alot of my best fren's picture... Its normal!!! Think openly... Come on!!!

So yeah!! back to the topic... Its my last day of school!!! wahhh!!! so happiiee.... The exam juz nw was easy... format never change at all!!! done dat so yar dats y its manageable... so happiiee... gone crazy juz nw!!! inside oac rm... 1st tyme in my whole entire life... IZA, NISA n even ELLA dance??? wad is happening to the world...

Klakar lah u all... aniwae.. its a nice way to celebrate tho... dance n dance n dance like nobody's business... i love u ppl... thanks DJ IMRAN for the musics... n ella sure learnt alot of new dance steps today... walaopun nisa thinking of biting my dance steps?? its far too diff... ahahah!! banyak kakla!!! hehe

Excited to see something... here it is... Enjoy!!

~Misses~

2009-03-08T05:28:00.000-07:00

Good luck to those taking exams this week... wish u all the best in everything...

I shudn't have end yesterday that way... N nw i regret... haiizzz... dis is wad happens... started to miss u so much like as if i haven been meeting u for months.... juz felt like having u beside me nw n change the way i feel... Gosh i miss u!!!

~Ups & Downs~

2009-03-07T08:35:00.000-08:00

Went to sch juz nw in the morning... met up at around 1130 lidat to buy cake for my dearest NISA... its her bdae today... Happiiee bdae nisa again... hope u like e cake dat we've bought for u... ur favourite... fruit cake... hehe!!! after dat we went to Plaza Singapura to watch dancewerk... i'm sorry guys if i juz leave halfway without telling u guys... i onli told Fadil bout it...

Went to cineleisure with Fai to collect the movie tix dat has been booked online n went makan at LJS... we chat n chat till we saw dis guy... nice bods but face lke alien.... wahaha!!!

Watched the movie PUSH!!! u guys must go n watch... its nice but the ending was abit redundent... wahh!!! after dat went jln2 for awhile... thinking of wad to buy for ASH's Bdae gift... altho i donnoe him but i want to get to noe him... Curious!!!

Had white chocolate mocca at starbucks but the taste was abit weird like kain burok lidat... hehe!!! we chat n chat till the part wen his fren suddenly tok about kambing korban at this kind of tyme... i don quite remember having kambing korban at the quarter month of the year... hehe.. weird!!!

To whom it may concern:

There is no need to feel bad,

or even feel sad,

I agree dat dis is partially my fault,

but please don let the friendship halt.

U don't forget each n every one of them,

be it good or bad memories,

I can't force u to forget about it tho,

But please, keep aside those good n happy stuffs

like how i keep those in my heart...

Edited this pic for u... so yar.. cheer up aite...

Smile for the Camera...

Starbucks was where we went to...

Nisa's Bdae cake... Happiiee Bdae to u!

Compatible couple... *Claps*

This face will not be forgotten... hehehe!!!

~Last Training~

2009-03-06T07:42:00.000-08:00

Well today is my last OAC training for the 1st Term... drag!! won't be seeing my close frens for sometime... like Abg Glam, Kak Sally N most cutest human on earth... Sahidra... wahaha!!! *Ktawe Plastik*

Just nw during OAC we celebrated Nazirah n Nisa Lawa's Bdae... Happiiee Bdae nisaku yg lawa... a.k.a. BOOT CAMP!!! ni pompan banyak punyer garang... so jgn main2 ngan dier...

alah... boring nyer camni... i juz so hate holidays lah!!! goodness gracious!!

Meeting Fai tmr... wee.. tk sabar btul nak tngk citer PUSH!!! before dat i wanna go see dancewerk dulu ngan dier kalo dier boleh make it... wahh!!! tk sabar nyer... rindu dier banyak2... see u tmr darl...

nah ni seme pic yg diva viva la vida amek tadi: here u go!!!

Can't see my eyes!! aww!!!

Kecik - Me - Nennies

Again!!!

I made this... iza taught me... wee~

Ahh so beautiful...

Nisa is enjoying herself in the puddle of algaes... eww~

Nazirah like nak tk nk onli... muker step cute!!! wakaka...

There u go... mama n baby whale... hehe!!

Award given by the seniors... Thanks Advisors...

~Study..Study..Study~

2009-03-05T01:43:00.000-08:00

Went out to school at 11+ juz nw... Met Fadil at Tampines inter n bought bubbletea... Study maths in school juz nw n fyi im left with onli 4 more days to my exam.... wow!!! hw fast tyme pass... so oh well... & went to macdonalds to buy some food for my mum... n myself d'uhh!! hehe... n went back home wit kak glam... SHAH!! hehe...

Fai... have u found ur rings? Juz calm down n try to remember wher u put it aite... If there is anything u can juz tok to me bout it...

Study, Study, Study

~Yesterday's Training~

2009-03-04T17:54:00.000-08:00

Ended school at 10am and i have no idea wher to go to... so met up wit Fadil n stayed inside OAC rm... Went to East Point to get Bubble Tea and oso to spent our tyme till the training tyme at 5.30 but nah!!! its not wrking... went back to school at 12+ and slept for awhile... Training was fun and dirty... My favourite part was putting algae on my members face... EEwww!! disgusting!! well... after training we went to simpang to have dessert... ICE KACANG!!! CHENDOL!!! hehe... spent till late at nite around 11+ and i reached home like almost reaching 12.... so no tyme to on my comp... haha... tired... Pictures here u go :

Seriously Fadil looks kental in specs... hahax!!!

Sleeping!!!

Abg Cute... Smile... Awww!!!
btw my face looks fairer in dis picture... in real life?? im BURNT!!! hhaa!!!

Table Messy...

Shoes Messy... Everywhere all messy after training!!

Mummy & Daddy a.k.a Shrek & Donkey... (No Hard Feelings)

My beloved Com-Members

~Study Week~

2009-03-02T23:05:00.000-08:00

Hmm... left with onli 6 more days to my Engineering Maths Exam... Hope its not too hard ... gt confident of going to Quality Engineering as my specialization course next yr n yeah... today no school but i still went back to open the oac rm... hehe!! as normal... open up my music n trying my best to get lots of dancesteps fer my crew... wah!! its difficult lah.. Voluptuous... wad a bombastic name... wow!!! taught Fadil how to dance n he made it... congrats... hehe... n btw to my beloved... i don like to fight coz fighting will bring us to nowhere and i believe dat anger is a letter away from danger... n i donwan anything to happen between us... im a loving guy hu hates to fight.... n im onli patience wif those hu i love... so treasure me... hehe!! so emotional ni knape???

~Overview~

2009-03-02T06:26:00.000-08:00

Dear diary... what the hell... so formal n dat is so not me... ok im seriously bored... n nw is study week... no other lessons except for maths... woohoo... furthermore exam is juz around the corner... planning to overnite at eastcoast wit fai... but yet to confirm... first aid course dis weekend, my OAC Camp... den overseas trip to Perak in April... gonna miss the ppl i love especially u... hope to mit u this saturday after my course at jln penang.... hehe!!

~..Die of Boredom..~

2009-03-01T06:54:00.000-08:00

Goodness gracious... today is like a hell day to me... wad a day lah!!! mendak nak mampos... My dear duty-supervisor scheduled me to do my most UNFAVOURITE station among all... Which is HAUNTED HOUSE... kiwak!! can die of boredom sia dwn there... Not trying to be bossy or wad uh but seriously i am an outdoor type... u giv me indoor.... pity my other teammates dat is wrking wit me on dat day... Aniwaes i still gt tyme to bitch around wit my partners; Roziana n Zaf!!! haha... here are some of the pictures taken... wen i'm bored... hehe... enjoy!!!

Aliman muker step cute... aku cium baru tawu... haha!!!

Me & Mimsy!! *Smile*

If the exterior is making me puke... what else can i say about the interior... D'uhh!!!

My best chinese buddy in etp... he's gonna quit soon... gonna miss him so much!!

This is wad happen if im bored... any picture will do...

Read b4 i go in!!! wah!!! =.='''

The exterior is ordy making me puke!!

Haunted house door... Argh!!! what a drag!!

~..Happiiee Ending...~

2009-02-27T19:10:00.000-08:00

Hmm... I met Fai again at simpang bedok... wanna change everything dat i've done wrong to him during the eve of valentines' day to a right wan... yeah... i ate Roti John Combo n he ate Kebab... haha... didn't expect the kebab to be a big one... dier slap n slap the bread... haha... like spanking butt lidat... =)))

After dat we went to Bedok Reservoir Park to have a chit-chat... quite a good chat & some other stuff lah dwn der... hehe... Wrap everything up with a very seductive massage... haha... i like...

Cherrahh!!!!

~Best thing bout 220209~

2009-02-23T05:41:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the best moment in my life... hope to have another same day like dis everytime i meet him... went out to catch a movie; the curious case of benjamin button with him... help him with his shopping for his working shirts, bag n "pencil case"??? haha...cikgu lah katerkan... i chose fer him 2 shirts at G2000 shop... all the colours suits him... i choose!! weehee... but too bad the yellow don't have ur size... =((( yar b4 we watch the show we mkn 1st... at KFC... we chat n chat... it was raining at dat moment.... we took a bus to bugis n jalan2.... we tok bout something personal.... sry fai bout what happened during the valentines' day eve...i have ur welfare at heart... ok back to the topic... the show was a nice one n the almost 3 hrs show is worth it... hehe!!! fai gt cramps... heh!! n i ask him dis question, "there is someting dat seems to be missing everytime we met out... n dat is pictures..." so we took some n here it is...

I edit this picture just for you...

Smile like i nvr smile before...

Its hard to see me smile like this...

Abg-abg sachok step fierce... hehe!!

Happiiee moments must never be forgotten...

~DOWN.MOMENT~

2009-01-31T03:40:00.001-08:00

Hmmm... today isnt a good day fer me coz by body is aching and at the same time... my mum gets to noe dat i still continued smoking... and yar!! i gt myself a very thoughtful advice from my dad about this smoking... there is this particular sentence dat makes me think back whether shud i quit or shud i not or shud i cut dwn??? it goes like this... "Moga2 tuhan panjangkan umur aku ni stakat nak tngk ko musnahkan rumahtangga ko sendiri ataupun tidak!!".... my goodness... i seriously am confused now... who i need the most nw isn't quite responsive nowadays n i oso don even noe y?? i'm seriously sry uh but hu im referring to is u fai... i'm feeling so dwn nw... plz help me... i cnt take it animore...

~Ubin Trip~

2009-01-28T07:55:00.000-08:00

Ola peeps!! i'd like to show u my pix taken @ UBIN in which i went there on the last Saturday... It was fun, kekek with the whole bunch of com-members... hehe!! especially nisa n ella... the most noisiest gurls @ there... Nisa e loudspeaker... even gg dwn the slope on bike oso wanna shout... hehe... fun fun fun!!! After the trip, i went to east coast with Nenen & Fadil... they went to overnite at a different area... i'm tgt wit my "fren".... we overnite there and went back home the next morning... wah!! i enjoyed lah... at least my holidays were well spent... overniting with someone special... hehe!! guess hu? Its 4 me to noe n u guys to find out!! yar... so here is the ubin PICTURES!!! Enjoy...

My Newborn Love and Blog

2009-01-25T05:32:00.000-08:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION PEEPS!!!